Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Why must you always win the battle that will lose me? @ 1:37 PM

Today is a infuriating day,i didn't go school today,sick with a cold,slept until 11 parents brought me to the doctor...play maple get in pq once,den ate medicine and slept until 5 when guang xian came and gave tuition.She seem restless today,she said she was tired...so am i....my parents went to aunt's house to 'party' leaving me alone at me sick....i called them at 7,they say they'll be back soon,called at 8,say on their way,who knows they came back at 9.I was pissed,before they came back not too long ago,he scolded me for not telling him something, i was furious,my mum gave me my dinner,it looks like crap,dried up and stuff....i called zihui,we barely talk for five minutes
First bro:you want to eat or talk on the phone?cb la!
Me:sry zihui...call u later....
i threw the phone hard on the ground,my mum scolded me crazy and i slam the door and start weeping.
why must the devil always win the battle that will lose me?my sickness was actually a cold,the fever subsided ytd,but now its coming back,temp rising every hour.Why must all the bad things happen all at once?it's everytime the same,when i'm down,everything came crashing down,somemore exams next week....how am i going to survive?

Suddenly the world became so distant,everyone around me seem like strangers,or at most aquanitance,looking back,what's there to go on for?Can't deny the fact i'm easily influenced by emotions,for once in my life,wished that something can go smoothly,never failing.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Why must you always win the battle that will lose me? @ 1:37 PM

Today is a infuriating day,i didn't go school today,sick with a cold,slept until 11 parents brought me to the doctor...play maple get in pq once,den ate medicine and slept until 5 when guang xian came and gave tuition.She seem restless today,she said she was tired...so am i....my parents went to aunt's house to 'party' leaving me alone at me sick....i called them at 7,they say they'll be back soon,called at 8,say on their way,who knows they came back at 9.I was pissed,before they came back not too long ago,he scolded me for not telling him something, i was furious,my mum gave me my dinner,it looks like crap,dried up and stuff....i called zihui,we barely talk for five minutes
First bro:you want to eat or talk on the phone?cb la!
Me:sry zihui...call u later....
i threw the phone hard on the ground,my mum scolded me crazy and i slam the door and start weeping.
why must the devil always win the battle that will lose me?my sickness was actually a cold,the fever subsided ytd,but now its coming back,temp rising every hour.Why must all the bad things happen all at once?it's everytime the same,when i'm down,everything came crashing down,somemore exams next week....how am i going to survive?

Suddenly the world became so distant,everyone around me seem like strangers,or at most aquanitance,looking back,what's there to go on for?Can't deny the fact i'm easily influenced by emotions,for once in my life,wished that something can go smoothly,never failing.