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Princess
Gwendolyn黒崎
17
Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD
The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.
Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD
The indelible words
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 Saturday, January 20, 2007  @ 3:05 PM I'm bushed....today after school got st.john and i went for it...yea yea its a miracle yaadaa yaadaa....it was freakign tiring standing under the scorching hot sun,somemore its going ot become a monthly thing...oh god...after st.john i went to cg,i was late for an hour,caues wee seng had to drive the others back first...when i raeched they were singing worship,phew....i was really tired,i could close my eyes and fall asleep anytime,not to mention i'm famished too...After cg,it was like already going 9,weiming they all made refreshment,i sat at a corner and suddenly i just started crying...its not that i broke down like crazy,just a few tears...during cgm,betty told me she missed me even though i'm right infront of her...and when i sat down,i felt so weird,liked i've just entered a stranger's house....i don't belong with my friends,i feel like strangers with my cg,gosh so who is going to be my closed one?i broke down,cause i feel the pressure everyone is giving,teachers expect this and that,,cg leader too,friends too,everyone is giving me limits,i went for st.john,also cause i know it will fall through,and i felt sorry for mr yong,but whenever i do smth not with my own will,i feel as though i'm being forced,by human and my conscience....its so freaking tiring,and i also feel that i'm losing my best friends one by one,chelsea left cg without talking a single word to me,me and joanna are drifting further,zihui and vincent are glued together....and everyone is like exceeding me,michael is improving loads on guitar playing,chelsea's improving in her studies,amanda and junling are taking out their braces soon, its like i've fallen so much behind,like i've skipped a few weeks ahead of my life without knowing it....i'm really tired....gotta rest nw....ciao~
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Saturday, January 20, 2007 @ 3:05 PM I'm bushed....today after school got st.john and i went for it...yea yea its a miracle yaadaa yaadaa....it was freakign tiring standing under the scorching hot sun,somemore its going ot become a monthly thing...oh god...after st.john i went to cg,i was late for an hour,caues wee seng had to drive the others back first...when i raeched they were singing worship,phew....i was really tired,i could close my eyes and fall asleep anytime,not to mention i'm famished too...After cg,it was like already going 9,weiming they all made refreshment,i sat at a corner and suddenly i just started crying...its not that i broke down like crazy,just a few tears...during cgm,betty told me she missed me even though i'm right infront of her...and when i sat down,i felt so weird,liked i've just entered a stranger's house....i don't belong with my friends,i feel like strangers with my cg,gosh so who is going to be my closed one?i broke down,cause i feel the pressure everyone is giving,teachers expect this and that,,cg leader too,friends too,everyone is giving me limits,i went for st.john,also cause i know it will fall through,and i felt sorry for mr yong,but whenever i do smth not with my own will,i feel as though i'm being forced,by human and my conscience....its so freaking tiring,and i also feel that i'm losing my best friends one by one,chelsea left cg without talking a single word to me,me and joanna are drifting further,zihui and vincent are glued together....and everyone is like exceeding me,michael is improving loads on guitar playing,chelsea's improving in her studies,amanda and junling are taking out their braces soon, its like i've fallen so much behind,like i've skipped a few weeks ahead of my life without knowing it....i'm really tired....gotta rest nw....ciao~
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Got so pissed off with my parents ytd...onli got 3...
Amanda
