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Princess
Gwendolyn黒崎
17
Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD
The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.
Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD
The indelible words
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 Saturday, March 17, 2007  @ 1:23 PM Have a sudden urge to blog,mum woke me up this morning and i felt irritated....all she wants me to do is study study study...like...she can't possible put herself in my shoes cause she knows nothing about me,sometimes i feel that my parents are just people who feel sorry for an orphan(which is me of course)...yesterday amelia told victor what happened,about how long i've keep that unbearable feeling in my heart,and how i let it out yesterday,unfortunately he overheard it...victor explained everything to him....we talked on the phone and he told me he felt guilty,guilty that he was the source of everything....Sad to say he is the source of everything,but not the main reason i'm feeling so terrible...its because i felt betrayed by someone i cared so much for,that she didn't abide by her promise...she made me feel so cheap that i've put so much effort into a friendship that is fruitless.No apology can make up for how i feel...so what if he feels guilty??Can it freaking make up for the wounds they gave?i blame myself...for having such a soft spot,normal people would immediately take their revenge or smth,i chose to leave it,not because i'm running,because i know there is nothing wrong in Love,my friends all feel sorry for me and i'm thankful,no matter how i choose to let it go,the pain will always be there,especially when they are together...i;m not cursing them,but i want them to know,their happiness is built on my 1 and half years of suffering...i feel as though i'm going to explode any second...he said he wanna change everything back the way it was,and i told him,turn the time back,and make us never know each other...he was silent...*because i choose the path that only hurts me... and not implicate others...Omg jojo rebond her hair!!!she looked so different...i feel that i looked different these few days,jojo and carina think so too...but they said the 'new' me is better looking X) i got a shock on wed when i woke up and saw 50 missed calls!!30 plus from carina and 10 plus from jo,the rest were from my parents....they said they were worried...and i felt so touched they were so concerned about me...see?this is called friends k?not just saying 'i love ya loads' and not doing anything...we asked huitian why xingru never come and she told us howezhong,sinhan and xingru they all went old changi hospital and brought dirty things back with them,they went to the temple and prayed this morning!we were laughing like mad and they were commenting how suay howe zhong is to always bump into these kind of things....haha!! Movie wasn't bad,but when i met up with lucas that time i was so moody i didn't bothered talking to him,we bought the tickets and went to play his game,den met up with victor,victor bought plasters for me cause they are so cute!!!Disney princesses and winne the pooh!!!he bought it for me cause i'm his precious daughter!!!Lucas is also my dad too!!haha den we went foodcourt and i took 40 mins to eat finish my ban mian while they are groaning...soon time flew past and we went in the theatre,Haunted School again,victor was so scared!!!and lucas was in some parts too...u know the most idiotic thing?at the most scary and suspenseful part,victor nudge me and told me....i tot it was smth important and he was like 'Eh the girl zou guang' i looked at him and feel like slapping him so much....after that went timezone againand they sent me home,they went yew tee food court and ate and went to my block and chat.they send me up and waited outside my bedroom window and snatch my things from the windows....assholes... .i kinda feel sorry for him.... PS. someone from our school died,my condolences to you...
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Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 1:23 PM Have a sudden urge to blog,mum woke me up this morning and i felt irritated....all she wants me to do is study study study...like...she can't possible put herself in my shoes cause she knows nothing about me,sometimes i feel that my parents are just people who feel sorry for an orphan(which is me of course)...yesterday amelia told victor what happened,about how long i've keep that unbearable feeling in my heart,and how i let it out yesterday,unfortunately he overheard it...victor explained everything to him....we talked on the phone and he told me he felt guilty,guilty that he was the source of everything....Sad to say he is the source of everything,but not the main reason i'm feeling so terrible...its because i felt betrayed by someone i cared so much for,that she didn't abide by her promise...she made me feel so cheap that i've put so much effort into a friendship that is fruitless.No apology can make up for how i feel...so what if he feels guilty??Can it freaking make up for the wounds they gave?i blame myself...for having such a soft spot,normal people would immediately take their revenge or smth,i chose to leave it,not because i'm running,because i know there is nothing wrong in Love,my friends all feel sorry for me and i'm thankful,no matter how i choose to let it go,the pain will always be there,especially when they are together...i;m not cursing them,but i want them to know,their happiness is built on my 1 and half years of suffering...i feel as though i'm going to explode any second...he said he wanna change everything back the way it was,and i told him,turn the time back,and make us never know each other...he was silent...*because i choose the path that only hurts me... and not implicate others...Omg jojo rebond her hair!!!she looked so different...i feel that i looked different these few days,jojo and carina think so too...but they said the 'new' me is better looking X) i got a shock on wed when i woke up and saw 50 missed calls!!30 plus from carina and 10 plus from jo,the rest were from my parents....they said they were worried...and i felt so touched they were so concerned about me...see?this is called friends k?not just saying 'i love ya loads' and not doing anything...we asked huitian why xingru never come and she told us howezhong,sinhan and xingru they all went old changi hospital and brought dirty things back with them,they went to the temple and prayed this morning!we were laughing like mad and they were commenting how suay howe zhong is to always bump into these kind of things....haha!! Movie wasn't bad,but when i met up with lucas that time i was so moody i didn't bothered talking to him,we bought the tickets and went to play his game,den met up with victor,victor bought plasters for me cause they are so cute!!!Disney princesses and winne the pooh!!!he bought it for me cause i'm his precious daughter!!!Lucas is also my dad too!!haha den we went foodcourt and i took 40 mins to eat finish my ban mian while they are groaning...soon time flew past and we went in the theatre,Haunted School again,victor was so scared!!!and lucas was in some parts too...u know the most idiotic thing?at the most scary and suspenseful part,victor nudge me and told me....i tot it was smth important and he was like 'Eh the girl zou guang' i looked at him and feel like slapping him so much....after that went timezone againand they sent me home,they went yew tee food court and ate and went to my block and chat.they send me up and waited outside my bedroom window and snatch my things from the windows....assholes... .i kinda feel sorry for him.... PS. someone from our school died,my condolences to you...
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