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Princess
Gwendolyn黒崎
17
Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD
The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.
Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD
The indelible words
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 Wednesday, May 09, 2007  @ 1:50 PM TOTALLY BOZO AND IRONICYesterday i slept at 9.45,was too tired and turns out i had totally ironic dreams.I kept dreaming of myself going to Genting,this is the third time i had a dream about going to Genting.But this Genting is different from the real one in highland malaysia,though its similar to my first dream of genting(the second one was the rael one in malaysia).Haha i don't wanna say what i dreamt about,cause its embarassing!So i only had one paper today,and it ended near 10,went home and guess what?i continued my reverie....But this time it was like in a arcade,and me and carina were fighting,like time crisis 4 ya noe?but the enemies were my classmates,haha though they aren't terrifying,and that stupid ong lai was laughing and running like a little girl in my dream,i even dreamt that devan can fit through the door!LOL!like i said,ironic.Its so cool though,shooting people with guns is so fun,ok i'm not looney,i just have a desire to shoot someone.And the next thing i know,i was up at 4.30, looking forward to the study group later!Haha i still feel so dreamy....i love sleeping now!lol!i was watching my date with a vampire,and i was like why are they fussing over depression and everything,and i thought back,wasn't i worse than them a few weeks ago?But i didn't feel depress for like a week or so,and this is so far the longest time i didn't feel depress,like in the past at most is around four days and such?Maybe cause i'm learning to let go,i used to force myself not to sms him,now i don't have to,cause i totally forgotten about him sometimes.Especially when i'm with my buds.So thx delirious!though i'm surprised he sms me this morning,i just feel so free now.But he will be the one getting depress soon....Met helmi and Gordan at clock tower,didn't do anything much today,in fact gordan had to go home early cause of his dad.Even though nothing much happen today,listening to songs,studying and chilling with them lift my spirits.If all my friend can give me this kind of feeling,my world will be totally perfect i tell you.After friday,the situation will be less tense,thank God for the long hours of nice naps,it feels nice to sleep now.In the past,during that depression period,i dreaded sleeping even though i needed it,cause for 2 and half months,EVERYNIGHT i had nightmares,i shiver at the thought of it,i don;t even dare to sleep sometimes,thats why i was so cranky.Even though now my life is still in loads of crisis,i'm just happy i realised i got more supportive friends,i lost SOME,but i gained more.
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 1:50 PM TOTALLY BOZO AND IRONICYesterday i slept at 9.45,was too tired and turns out i had totally ironic dreams.I kept dreaming of myself going to Genting,this is the third time i had a dream about going to Genting.But this Genting is different from the real one in highland malaysia,though its similar to my first dream of genting(the second one was the rael one in malaysia).Haha i don't wanna say what i dreamt about,cause its embarassing!So i only had one paper today,and it ended near 10,went home and guess what?i continued my reverie....But this time it was like in a arcade,and me and carina were fighting,like time crisis 4 ya noe?but the enemies were my classmates,haha though they aren't terrifying,and that stupid ong lai was laughing and running like a little girl in my dream,i even dreamt that devan can fit through the door!LOL!like i said,ironic.Its so cool though,shooting people with guns is so fun,ok i'm not looney,i just have a desire to shoot someone.And the next thing i know,i was up at 4.30, looking forward to the study group later!Haha i still feel so dreamy....i love sleeping now!lol!i was watching my date with a vampire,and i was like why are they fussing over depression and everything,and i thought back,wasn't i worse than them a few weeks ago?But i didn't feel depress for like a week or so,and this is so far the longest time i didn't feel depress,like in the past at most is around four days and such?Maybe cause i'm learning to let go,i used to force myself not to sms him,now i don't have to,cause i totally forgotten about him sometimes.Especially when i'm with my buds.So thx delirious!though i'm surprised he sms me this morning,i just feel so free now.But he will be the one getting depress soon....Met helmi and Gordan at clock tower,didn't do anything much today,in fact gordan had to go home early cause of his dad.Even though nothing much happen today,listening to songs,studying and chilling with them lift my spirits.If all my friend can give me this kind of feeling,my world will be totally perfect i tell you.After friday,the situation will be less tense,thank God for the long hours of nice naps,it feels nice to sleep now.In the past,during that depression period,i dreaded sleeping even though i needed it,cause for 2 and half months,EVERYNIGHT i had nightmares,i shiver at the thought of it,i don;t even dare to sleep sometimes,thats why i was so cranky.Even though now my life is still in loads of crisis,i'm just happy i realised i got more supportive friends,i lost SOME,but i gained more.
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so the starting of the day i was sort of in a daze...
Amanda
