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Princess

Gwendolyn黒崎
17
Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD
The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.
Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD
The indelible words
*`Under this glittering starry sky,with the countless constellations and shadows,i wonder what you are gazing at?
*Beneath the galaxy,the stars dances with the twilight,come on baby,let the felicity take over us,just for this night.
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Constellations
Amanda
Amelia
Benji
Carina
Cailing
Caiwei
Cara
Carlyn
Carmen
Charlie
Chelsea
Eileen
Ernlong
Gmaine
Hayaya
Helmi
Ernlong
Janelle
Joanna
Joanne
Jocelyn
Junling
Kevin
Michelle
Pohpoh
Ryan
Sandra
Sherilyn
Snow
Vignette
Yongliang
Zihui
Put a dime in the jukebox and rock
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 Wednesday, December 26, 2007
 @ 1:46 PM
glancing up at the sky,i wondered why the stars seemed to be disappearing...And that,if he's watching it like i do...though not possible,we are at different parts of the world,not to mention the time line.Watched National TReasure today,a few days ago,i asked amanda if given a choice,will she choose life with a lap of luxury or a backpack with adventures?She chose the first one and i chose the latter.For her,she thinks that with money,she can have any kind of adventure you want.For me,i think that sitting in a sprawling mansion counting money seems tempting,but its never enough.YOu will always feel a void in your heart,and your life will seem so meaningless.But of course you can get most things at the tip of your fingertips for i'm a girl who goes for thrills and excitment.After the movie,she told me she still choose the lap of luxury and i told her i will be standing by my choice. Now i feel as though the people around me are getting so....i'm not sure how to put it in words but i feel as though i'm better off alone sometimes.I know amanda is right,i can't have a steady relationship is because i can't stand being controlled.My parents gave me freedom since i was born so i felt the tension at the slightest thing controlling stuff.I dislike people who wants to hog all my time thinking i belong to him,please,i have a life and so do you,you get on my nerves so many times but i just didn;t want to hurt you by tellin you.Just becase i am free for a day or two doesn't mean you can have it,and stop acting like what i have is yours.I miss jojo badly man...i have so much to tell her.I used to tell people that i will never let anything change within the walk through the passage of time,but now i realise,some things,are never up to you to change,you can help to prevent it,but people play a part too.If i never had a quarrel with some of my cg members,i guessed all that happens now will be totally different.If you asked me if i want to alter what hapeened if i had the chance,i'm not sure what to reply you.People are happy the way they are now and besides,now i know,we were never best friends.What they liked about me,seems to be superficial reasons.If they really do care,i won't be cast aside so easily,if they are reading this,i'm not sure about how they feel but i don't care,i'm straightforward and i like it that way.I'll have to say i am mostly at fault,but search your heart and think,didn't you?Merry christmas! x)Please don't make me hate you,though its getting hard not to reach that point,sometimes i would really want to tell you to buzz off,0ne day,when i can't take it,that will be the end.
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 Wednesday, December 26, 2007
 @ 1:46 PM
glancing up at the sky,i wondered why the stars seemed to be disappearing...And that,if he's watching it like i do...though not possible,we are at different parts of the world,not to mention the time line.Watched National TReasure today,a few days ago,i asked amanda if given a choice,will she choose life with a lap of luxury or a backpack with adventures?She chose the first one and i chose the latter.For her,she thinks that with money,she can have any kind of adventure you want.For me,i think that sitting in a sprawling mansion counting money seems tempting,but its never enough.YOu will always feel a void in your heart,and your life will seem so meaningless.But of course you can get most things at the tip of your fingertips for i'm a girl who goes for thrills and excitment.After the movie,she told me she still choose the lap of luxury and i told her i will be standing by my choice. Now i feel as though the people around me are getting so....i'm not sure how to put it in words but i feel as though i'm better off alone sometimes.I know amanda is right,i can't have a steady relationship is because i can't stand being controlled.My parents gave me freedom since i was born so i felt the tension at the slightest thing controlling stuff.I dislike people who wants to hog all my time thinking i belong to him,please,i have a life and so do you,you get on my nerves so many times but i just didn;t want to hurt you by tellin you.Just becase i am free for a day or two doesn't mean you can have it,and stop acting like what i have is yours.I miss jojo badly man...i have so much to tell her.I used to tell people that i will never let anything change within the walk through the passage of time,but now i realise,some things,are never up to you to change,you can help to prevent it,but people play a part too.If i never had a quarrel with some of my cg members,i guessed all that happens now will be totally different.If you asked me if i want to alter what hapeened if i had the chance,i'm not sure what to reply you.People are happy the way they are now and besides,now i know,we were never best friends.What they liked about me,seems to be superficial reasons.If they really do care,i won't be cast aside so easily,if they are reading this,i'm not sure about how they feel but i don't care,i'm straightforward and i like it that way.I'll have to say i am mostly at fault,but search your heart and think,didn't you?Merry christmas! x)Please don't make me hate you,though its getting hard not to reach that point,sometimes i would really want to tell you to buzz off,0ne day,when i can't take it,that will be the end.
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