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Princess
Gwendolyn黒崎
17
Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD
The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.
Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD
The indelible words
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 Saturday, May 17, 2008  Hell of a emotional roller coaster ride. @ 12:09 AM I think its so sad...the only times you guys can find me being serious is when i'm emo.And when i am,I AM DEADLY SERIOUS.After tuition,i went to BP for my dental,i had some free time so i went to borrowed books instead,and i borrowed 4!Agreeing with joanna,BP is the best place to borrow books.I went dentel after that,they cleanse my teeth too.Met up with zihui and vincent,took train to orchard and we ate and i hastily bought a super sour drink >.<Went to play cs,in the lift,we were alone with a blonde teen,he's ok i guess,stupid vincent keep suaning me and he stare at me!i wonder if he understand what vincent said~Gosh....Cs today was alright,it was rather funny.At first we were super pissed,cause i kept dying.So like after a while,Alex and ace entered the game and we were like eh???then we realise they were sitting beside vincent,we asked them if they remembered us and they said they only played because we were playing.i'm not sure why i find that sweet,but we kept losing,i think they trained their skills in army! roar~Ate and bk and went for a walk,incoming was a group of teens,zh almost shove me to one of them.One of the blonde inside was looking at me,or was it my hair?Aiya same la,both also me...      Had supper with my parents.For a moment,i wonder idly if my parents had ever regretted having me.A few years ago,my parents told me that when they were pregnant with their first child,they were hoping it was a gir,so they were hoping it was a girl too when my mum was pregnant the second time and lastly,they gave up hope on me and oops,out pop a girl.If that is the truth,why did i feel like the stranger sitting at the table today?I'm not sure if i'm the bane of my parents or vice versa,whenever i think about them,i just felt like crying,there has never been a heartwarming scene between me and my family before.When i was young,i used to get so jealous,esp when my mum's friend,brought over her little daughter.She was obnoxious,i felt really invisible when she was around.Once,she took a liking to my pencil box,that pencil box took me loads of time to save up(low allowance when i was young) and it also took me great measures to get it,when she saw it,she didn't want to go home without it,my parents blantly just said 'Give it to her' despite my protests,the mum,seeing that i'm on the verge of tears,finally tear her daughter away.I had been raised this way when i was young,no wonder i am so broken...Also,not to mention how my parents threw away my pokemon figurines.To you guys,it might seemed like a small matter,but to me...its not.nowadays,the figurines are priced at 5 per piece,in the past it was like more than 1 dollar plus,i had around 200 plus of them,so yea.Not only were they my fav playmates,they were an important part of my childhood,yet my mum threw them away.This time,i didn't displace them,they were in the toy basket,my mum just thought i had grown out of them.Well,they know nothing about me...Now,all the probe on is how i am not studying.How would they know,its nt like they cant see,if i didn't study did my magic pen did the homework themselves?You guys will sure say,explain to them...So what?I explain to them twice a week?Repeat the same thing over and over?Talk things over with them?everyday,i only get like an hour to talk to them,they don't even bother spending time with this family.Every thurs,which is their offday,they always go over to my aunts house,I'm super sick of eating the same things.When can i ever get a family homecooked meal?When i was young,i never bothered much,but this can't go on,the pain and scars grow more each year as i get more sensible,it will come one day when it reaches its limit...
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Saturday, May 17, 2008 Hell of a emotional roller coaster ride. @ 12:09 AM I think its so sad...the only times you guys can find me being serious is when i'm emo.And when i am,I AM DEADLY SERIOUS.After tuition,i went to BP for my dental,i had some free time so i went to borrowed books instead,and i borrowed 4!Agreeing with joanna,BP is the best place to borrow books.I went dentel after that,they cleanse my teeth too.Met up with zihui and vincent,took train to orchard and we ate and i hastily bought a super sour drink >.<Went to play cs,in the lift,we were alone with a blonde teen,he's ok i guess,stupid vincent keep suaning me and he stare at me!i wonder if he understand what vincent said~Gosh....Cs today was alright,it was rather funny.At first we were super pissed,cause i kept dying.So like after a while,Alex and ace entered the game and we were like eh???then we realise they were sitting beside vincent,we asked them if they remembered us and they said they only played because we were playing.i'm not sure why i find that sweet,but we kept losing,i think they trained their skills in army! roar~Ate and bk and went for a walk,incoming was a group of teens,zh almost shove me to one of them.One of the blonde inside was looking at me,or was it my hair?Aiya same la,both also me... Had supper with my parents.For a moment,i wonder idly if my parents had ever regretted having me.A few years ago,my parents told me that when they were pregnant with their first child,they were hoping it was a gir,so they were hoping it was a girl too when my mum was pregnant the second time and lastly,they gave up hope on me and oops,out pop a girl.If that is the truth,why did i feel like the stranger sitting at the table today?I'm not sure if i'm the bane of my parents or vice versa,whenever i think about them,i just felt like crying,there has never been a heartwarming scene between me and my family before.When i was young,i used to get so jealous,esp when my mum's friend,brought over her little daughter.She was obnoxious,i felt really invisible when she was around.Once,she took a liking to my pencil box,that pencil box took me loads of time to save up(low allowance when i was young) and it also took me great measures to get it,when she saw it,she didn't want to go home without it,my parents blantly just said 'Give it to her' despite my protests,the mum,seeing that i'm on the verge of tears,finally tear her daughter away.I had been raised this way when i was young,no wonder i am so broken...Also,not to mention how my parents threw away my pokemon figurines.To you guys,it might seemed like a small matter,but to me...its not.nowadays,the figurines are priced at 5 per piece,in the past it was like more than 1 dollar plus,i had around 200 plus of them,so yea.Not only were they my fav playmates,they were an important part of my childhood,yet my mum threw them away.This time,i didn't displace them,they were in the toy basket,my mum just thought i had grown out of them.Well,they know nothing about me...Now,all the probe on is how i am not studying.How would they know,its nt like they cant see,if i didn't study did my magic pen did the homework themselves?You guys will sure say,explain to them...So what?I explain to them twice a week?Repeat the same thing over and over?Talk things over with them?everyday,i only get like an hour to talk to them,they don't even bother spending time with this family.Every thurs,which is their offday,they always go over to my aunts house,I'm super sick of eating the same things.When can i ever get a family homecooked meal?When i was young,i never bothered much,but this can't go on,the pain and scars grow more each year as i get more sensible,it will come one day when it reaches its limit...
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I love delirious so much!!! <3
Amanda
