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Gwendolyn黒崎
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Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD



The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.


Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD

The indelible words
*`Under this glittering starry sky,with the countless constellations and shadows,i wonder what you are gazing at?
*Beneath the galaxy,the stars dances with the twilight,come on baby,let the felicity take over us,just for this night.


recent entries
Something that's too hard to grasp.
you tell me you're in love with me,that you can't ...
Put your hand in mine and you better hold on tight xD
Tired knackered day
Happy birthday to my beloved bestie,Piggy ZIHUI!
Fark
Shopping/Killer spree~
Crazy outings~SLUMBER PARTY!
i bought my ipod
The two sided freak


Constellations
Amanda
Amelia
Benji
Carina
Cailing
Caiwei
Cara
Carlyn
Carmen
Charlie
Chelsea
Eileen
Ernlong
Gmaine
Hayaya
Helmi
Ernlong
Janelle
Joanna
Joanne
Jocelyn
Junling
Kevin
Michelle
Pohpoh
Ryan
Sandra
Sherilyn
Snow
Vignette
Yongliang
Zihui


Put a dime in the jukebox and rock
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
tension @ 9:45 PM

I've been feeling so tense lately,about everything.It's not insecurity.

I feel as though what i do can never be enough.Not only that,it feels like whatever i type out seems to be judged at.Today i tried to study,but i felt lethargic,so i gather up my stuff and went to lie on the new sofa(btw it arrived on zh's birthday,which is like almost a week away), it was raining heavily oustide and it was rather conductive.But i felt like i gain noting, it's not that whatever i read didn't get into my mind,but i just felt like it's never enough.I'm feeling so tense i can feel my muscles stiffen.
You just get the feeling that whatever you do can never be enough.I know this will only make matters worst but i can't help it.It also feels like there'a s kzillion things i have to do and not complete...Then i would hesistate if i should do those things or study?If i study,i will still feel guilty for not doing those stuff.If i did those stuff, i will feel stress that i didn't study.I'm contradicting myself and i think im going crazy.
This photo is for jo,i took it from my mag:




Morning dawn tells you a new beginning,between the borders of dream and reality