Despite my rage right now,i must wish wish my beloved bestie,Happy birthday.

Was studying at mac,willing for time to move on,i 'conspire' with minghui,though zh had suspected much,at 11.45,i left mac and went to zh's house,with helmi escorting me,which i was very thankful to,cause it was super eerie.We sang her happybirthday and i pop the thingy,which was farking loud!!!!haha!right after we finished,zh started receiving smses,WHICH I DECLARE THAT I AM THE FIRST OK!i even went to her house at midnight to celebrate for her!Pah!beat that vincent lim!!!

And guess what awaits me at home?A useless trashless supper.I wonder if my mum gets it,that her buying supper is our ONLY way of perpetual interaction.I'm guessing she doesn't,i asked her to get the soup from fajar and when i opened the pot,there was like tofu floating there and instantly,i know i was being fooled.

I feel like a dunce,how many times has this happen?more than 30 times,i had lost count.Infuriated,i went to my mum's room and confronted her while she kept quiet,saying oh she has to send my aunt homeb,blah blah.

HELLO?Can't you freaking tell me you cant get it from the start?What's the diff from lying?!so you expect to buy something else and hope i didn't notice?FAT CHANCE.I don't get it,if my aunt and her son loves my mum so much,(they have been meeting my mum up in quotidian rate),WHY NOT I MOVE OUT OF MY ROOM AND YOU GUYS MOVE IN HUH?!

My mum should be lucky,with the 'freedom' she gives me,i could be sleeping with guys everywhere,having illegitimate bastards,contracting STDs so on,yet i stay home,mingle with good friends,study sometimes(yet sometimes,accusingly blame for not).And for fuck's sake,if you wanna confront to me about this matter,please,tell me in my face,don't act like a coward behind the keyboard.

On tuesday,when we were at gombak,i told you the first conflict occur right?Here it is...On the car,my mum announced out loud:

'you see,you are so fortunate,everyone take time off just to spend time with you today'.

I pushed back my rage,i didnt want to start a conflict before we even reach our destination.However,when we alighted,the farkers didnt even close the car door,my dad was yelling :Eh!never close the door!'

They just turn back,shot us a glance and continue walking.I annouced loudly i wasn't going to do it,zh,being the kind soul did it.When we were trotting behind them,i really couldn't take it,i told my dad in a haughty voice:

So you spend a day with me,is that a big deal?should i be honoured that you guys take busy time off your mahjong scehdule to spend time with your daughter?

And i walked off...At the table,my dad told my mum what i said,my mum didn't mutter a word,so did those two,i just couldn't wipe the grimace off my face.

It's not that i hate them,i just hate the fact that they don't seem to care about their family,they even have the nerve to blame my sister in law when they themselves aren't doing their job.I wonder if my brother was thinking the same thing when he defended his wife.

Thank god im stayin over at zh's tml,i don't even have to talk to my mum two whole days,at most if i wanted money,i can withdraw cash from my card.Good riddance to this shit.

Despite my rage right now,i must wish wish my beloved bestie,Happy birthday.

Was studying at mac,willing for time to move on,i 'conspire' with minghui,though zh had suspected much,at 11.45,i left mac and went to zh's house,with helmi escorting me,which i was very thankful to,cause it was super eerie.We sang her happybirthday and i pop the thingy,which was farking loud!!!!haha!right after we finished,zh started receiving smses,WHICH I DECLARE THAT I AM THE FIRST OK!i even went to her house at midnight to celebrate for her!Pah!beat that vincent lim!!!

And guess what awaits me at home?A useless trashless supper.I wonder if my mum gets it,that her buying supper is our ONLY way of perpetual interaction.I'm guessing she doesn't,i asked her to get the soup from fajar and when i opened the pot,there was like tofu floating there and instantly,i know i was being fooled.

I feel like a dunce,how many times has this happen?more than 30 times,i had lost count.Infuriated,i went to my mum's room and confronted her while she kept quiet,saying oh she has to send my aunt homeb,blah blah.

HELLO?Can't you freaking tell me you cant get it from the start?What's the diff from lying?!so you expect to buy something else and hope i didn't notice?FAT CHANCE.I don't get it,if my aunt and her son loves my mum so much,(they have been meeting my mum up in quotidian rate),WHY NOT I MOVE OUT OF MY ROOM AND YOU GUYS MOVE IN HUH?!

My mum should be lucky,with the 'freedom' she gives me,i could be sleeping with guys everywhere,having illegitimate bastards,contracting STDs so on,yet i stay home,mingle with good friends,study sometimes(yet sometimes,accusingly blame for not).And for fuck's sake,if you wanna confront to me about this matter,please,tell me in my face,don't act like a coward behind the keyboard.

On tuesday,when we were at gombak,i told you the first conflict occur right?Here it is...On the car,my mum announced out loud:

'you see,you are so fortunate,everyone take time off just to spend time with you today'.

I pushed back my rage,i didnt want to start a conflict before we even reach our destination.However,when we alighted,the farkers didnt even close the car door,my dad was yelling :Eh!never close the door!'

They just turn back,shot us a glance and continue walking.I annouced loudly i wasn't going to do it,zh,being the kind soul did it.When we were trotting behind them,i really couldn't take it,i told my dad in a haughty voice:

So you spend a day with me,is that a big deal?should i be honoured that you guys take busy time off your mahjong scehdule to spend time with your daughter?

And i walked off...At the table,my dad told my mum what i said,my mum didn't mutter a word,so did those two,i just couldn't wipe the grimace off my face.

It's not that i hate them,i just hate the fact that they don't seem to care about their family,they even have the nerve to blame my sister in law when they themselves aren't doing their job.I wonder if my brother was thinking the same thing when he defended his wife.

Thank god im stayin over at zh's tml,i don't even have to talk to my mum two whole days,at most if i wanted money,i can withdraw cash from my card.Good riddance to this shit.