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Princess
Gwendolyn黒崎
17
Her idiosyncrasy is an absolute copyright.
I'm a trashy teenager whom plays guitar,is into cosplay,loves trekking,a self claim author cum science geek and a drama princess.Arent I awesome? XD
The talk of the town
*Guitar
*Music is my intervention
*Romance books
*Travelling
*Having fun
*Intoxicated in her reverie
*Idyllic-ness
*Peaceful tranquil days
*Delirious
*Mates
*Pokemon!(you got a prob with it?)
*Doraemon
*Tons of other random cartoon.
Wish me a miracle
I don't give shit to what spammers think XD
The indelible words
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 Friday, October 16, 2009  The swirling paths. @ 8:39 PM WTF cant i upload photos?So irritating!I wanted to show you guys my V.W bag!ARGH.I'm leaving for camp tmr though.......First thing first,there's smth i wanna publicly declare to my best friend ever,Joanna.I'm rather certain this psot is gonna cause an uproar but i don't care.Hey jo, I finally read your blog after eons of not blog hopping.I guess the post about the memory lane of secondary school really intrigued me.And though for some reason,I'm not sure why,I'm glad to see my name up there even if we are,close friends.. I wished you had told me about Shuan,I didn't really like him that much to begin with.But I'm glad you still had a good secondary school life and I was there to be part of it.I guess what really made us best friend had to be thanks to Lucas.The crush(?) i had on him for 2 years felt like the longest period of any of my life ever.I can hardly even belive it's only been two years.I was young,immature and naive then.I let my emotions took a hold of me,and heavily depended on you for everything.When things went downhill,I cast everyone out of my world.But you,you whom made him confess his real feelings,you whom secretly went to confront him for me,you who tried to salvage a relationship that was doom to fail from the start.Thanks for all the silent sacrifices Jo,even if you never told me.I knew no one could ever be selfless enough to top what you did. After that incident,you tried to picked me up.I'm still quite surprised that we are still friends till now.Because to other people,we might seem like best friends,but they never knew the inside story.I love you as a sister,as a best friend.I even told myself if there's a guy version of you,I would fall head over heels for him.But they never knew that this feeling is one sided.I don't mind,I know what you prioritise in your life,and I'm thankful that you still listen to me and have been my greatest encouragement for my teenage life.If I'm not loved by you,and you could still treat me this way,I really wonder how does it feel to be loved by you.I envy that man really. For me,our relationships has always felt like a mystery just like you,because I could never fathom what you are thinking or how you feel about things;our relationship.But i never plan to solve it,I love things the way we are.And i wish we stay the same,but with two of us being busy and all grown up,i really wonder what will happen.I don't want to look back and miss you,I want you right here by my side the whole way.I could say that,if you weren't part of my life,I literally wouldn't be here.The naive puerile me would have taken my own life and I'd be dead like some 3 years ago.Which isn't a good thing looking at how things are going now.So,a million thanks and a million apologies Jo,for not being a good friend when you were hurt by a guy.But you have to know,I was being an arse,because I was too scared of losing you and being overprotective,knowing what will happen in the end.I love you Jo,no matter what (: To me,it's still amazing how I can love people and they love me back,that's how sacred relationships are to me.So,thanks to everyone whom loves me.Really loves me.Not using me. 
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Friday, October 16, 2009 The swirling paths. @ 8:39 PM WTF cant i upload photos?So irritating!I wanted to show you guys my V.W bag!ARGH.I'm leaving for camp tmr though.......First thing first,there's smth i wanna publicly declare to my best friend ever,Joanna.I'm rather certain this psot is gonna cause an uproar but i don't care.Hey jo, I finally read your blog after eons of not blog hopping.I guess the post about the memory lane of secondary school really intrigued me.And though for some reason,I'm not sure why,I'm glad to see my name up there even if we are,close friends.. I wished you had told me about Shuan,I didn't really like him that much to begin with.But I'm glad you still had a good secondary school life and I was there to be part of it.I guess what really made us best friend had to be thanks to Lucas.The crush(?) i had on him for 2 years felt like the longest period of any of my life ever.I can hardly even belive it's only been two years.I was young,immature and naive then.I let my emotions took a hold of me,and heavily depended on you for everything.When things went downhill,I cast everyone out of my world.But you,you whom made him confess his real feelings,you whom secretly went to confront him for me,you who tried to salvage a relationship that was doom to fail from the start.Thanks for all the silent sacrifices Jo,even if you never told me.I knew no one could ever be selfless enough to top what you did. After that incident,you tried to picked me up.I'm still quite surprised that we are still friends till now.Because to other people,we might seem like best friends,but they never knew the inside story.I love you as a sister,as a best friend.I even told myself if there's a guy version of you,I would fall head over heels for him.But they never knew that this feeling is one sided.I don't mind,I know what you prioritise in your life,and I'm thankful that you still listen to me and have been my greatest encouragement for my teenage life.If I'm not loved by you,and you could still treat me this way,I really wonder how does it feel to be loved by you.I envy that man really. For me,our relationships has always felt like a mystery just like you,because I could never fathom what you are thinking or how you feel about things;our relationship.But i never plan to solve it,I love things the way we are.And i wish we stay the same,but with two of us being busy and all grown up,i really wonder what will happen.I don't want to look back and miss you,I want you right here by my side the whole way.I could say that,if you weren't part of my life,I literally wouldn't be here.The naive puerile me would have taken my own life and I'd be dead like some 3 years ago.Which isn't a good thing looking at how things are going now.So,a million thanks and a million apologies Jo,for not being a good friend when you were hurt by a guy.But you have to know,I was being an arse,because I was too scared of losing you and being overprotective,knowing what will happen in the end.I love you Jo,no matter what (: To me,it's still amazing how I can love people and they love me back,that's how sacred relationships are to me.So,thanks to everyone whom loves me.Really loves me.Not using me.
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Gotta pick myself up.
Amanda
